This song holds immense significance for me, and I hope it resonates with those who hear it. Please share it with everyone and let’s use music to make a positive impact. Love you all.
Click here to listen to the song.
Follow DAX: @ thatsdax
Shot by: Logan Meis
Produced by: Lex Nour Beats
Hashtags: #catchtherain #dax #pain #hiphop #mentalhealth #rap
LYRICS:
Every day, I pray that this pain will diminish
I maintain my faith, trusting that God will guide me
I know I’ll endure the storm and the rain
I won’t give in until I witness a brighter day
The pain lingers, I bury these emotions in my chest
Then they ascend to my neck and overwhelm me
I’m fixated on time, aware that I can’t reclaim it
So when I raise my head, it’s only half the burden
I smile on sadder days
The weekends strengthen me, but Monday repeats the cycle
I pursue this storm, but I can’t seem to grasp the essence of it
It’s a battle when I’m alone in the booth
Just me in a room, where the alcohol reveals the truth
I hold my phone, but I silence notifications, fearing their impact on my mood
I press record, expressing my life’s melodic pain in a way they’ve never experienced
They become addicted to that sound, and I provide them with more
Now, I understand why they say “when it rains, it pours”
I don’t want to live caged in by this existence
I’m trapped in a cycle
As history repeats itself, I isolate myself and seek solace
I feel like I’m stranded in this tempest
But I can’t capture the essence of the pain, I think I need to
The pain lingers, I bury these emotions in my chest
Then they ascend to my neck and overwhelm me
I’m fixated on time, aware that I can’t reclaim it
So when I raise my head, it’s only half the burden
I smile on sadder days
The weekends strengthen me, but Monday repeats the cycle
I pursue this storm, but I can’t seem to grasp the essence of it
I struggle to adapt to myself
Because I remember how things used to be
I encounter new people every day, and I’m uncertain whether they appreciate me or exploit me
That’s why I’m closed off and antisocial
During conversations, I compensate by expressing myself through music
My greatest songs are a compilation of my worst experiences
I bottled up and shared with the world, and that’s what made them resonate globally
It’s a twisted reality, prescribing medication while vividly detailing my struggles to an audience, stuck in a prison governed by algorithms
Coping through vices like alcohol and pursuing relationships
But that’s what they desire
Then you wake up, and it’s all over
Life is fleeting; before you know it, time has passed you by, and your heart has grown cold
They intrude your mind, the system you dedicated your lifetime to collapses and deteriorates
You look over your shoulder, contemplating how to navigate life while remaining sober
You lose composure and turn to drink for closure
Then you’re back in the cycle, where those people want you to stay
The pain lingers, I bury these emotions in my chest
Then they ascend to my neck and overwhelm me
I’m fixated on time, aware that I can’t reclaim it
So when I raise my head, it’s only half the burden
I smile on sadder days
The weekends strengthen me, but Monday repeats the cycle
I pursue this storm, but I can’t seem to grasp the essence of it
Every day, I pray that this pain will diminish
I maintain my faith, trusting that God will guide me
I know I’ll endure the storm and the rain
I won’t give in until I witness a brighter day
If you’ve reached this point, thank you. This song is one of my favorites. I appreciate you taking the time to allow me to use my platform to spread positive and impactful music. Let’s continue to share it. Someone out there needs to hear this. Love you all…